Routines

I wish I can enjoy school a bit more. It's my eleventh year of school and this year especially is now getting really boring.

 Every morning, I fight with my alarm and get up. I wash then dress myself. Most of the time I’m in too much of rush that there’s no time for breakfast. I go to school which I am really tired of. I go through the usual classes at school which continue for a whole year, I go home, do whatever I have to do, procrastinate etc. Even in the weekends, it’s always the same. I might be over exaggerating or my life is strictly repetitive, but I know everyone else’s is too to an extent.

I’m really tired of the same old mundane habitual lifestyle. I bet everyone else is too. We all go to school and have the same rituals, and what do they eventually bring us? I don’t think I’ll ever know. Let’s say I graduate and go off to college; yeah, I’ll be able to construct my own classes and be a little more creative about it, but in the end, it’ll just be like high school again. It’s the same principles, concepts that we have been so accustomed to, how society is shaped.  After college, or maybe even I say I chose not to attend college, I live a nomadic lifestyle which would give me more freedom from the daily routines I wished to escape from, but in today’s world, I would eventually have to conform to live up to whatever’s expectations.

I really dislike repeatedly doing things. Being told the same thing twice or more, or telling others to do one thing twice bothers me. I realize that I’m not the most interesting person (I actually think I have rather a dull, bland personality) but I find doing the same routines just straight up boring.

Minor changes will be good enough for me like doing my work ahead of time for a change instead of at the last minute.. I bet that would be like living a whole different life.