Unfortunately, I feel like procrastination shapes my life. Every task that I am assigned to, I tend push it back to the very last minute. I don’t know how I acquired this shitty habit but it really sucks. I think mine is now closer to a problem than a habit. The scale of how I push things back is extreme, yet, as weird it may sound, I honestly kinda enjoy the thrill that runs down my spine when I race against time. The adrenaline and the blood rush of doing tasks at the last minute are great but then again, the consequences are too damaging at times especially when I lose that race.
Often, I can’t focus when I try to do things ahead of time from the due date. The thought of having time to work on the assignment later, would not allow me to get my work done in time. I lack that sense of priority and promptness. It worsened last year. Even for major assignments that I had days to prepare and work for, I ended up doing most of them the last minute, the morning of the due date. Essays, study guides are some of few. Studying for tests was no exception.
So anyways, I have yet to fix my disgusting habit and mindset on assignments, and I’m actually on a race with time right this moment as I type this, but I am ahead, so no worries. This kills the thrill but at least I won’t have to bare the consequences if I were to lose.
Hopefully I’ll be able to fix my poor habit, and I hope that anyone else who has similar problems will have good results in the long run.. uhh
Next time I will put more thought into this and maybe elaborate on it, but for now the time is up, and this is all I got.
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